Pissed!
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I am so angry today.
This place is so fucked up that I’m so fucking sure I’m not coming back here anymore. The mgmt sucks, the people sucks, the pay sucks and the job sucks most!
I have never felt better leaving here.
They dun value u as an individual at all. To them, you’re just any resource to them.
The past week has been real shitty. Not forgetting all the crap Mr Lamer has been giving me as well. He doubted my professionalism and tried to take advantage of me, as usual.
I am so mad right now that I can’t even put my emotions into words.
To summarize, I have been bugging for my last day confirmation but no one bothered. So I decided that as long as I finish my work(no more outstandings) and knowledge transfer to Mr Lamer, I should be good to go. So, I planned for a short break. Everything is nicely planned and paid for. Still…no one wanted to respond to me. Anyway I decided to comfirm with HR today and he told me that they have denied me to offset my leave!!!!!!!!!Why? Because they feel Mr Lamer needed more time to get used to things?
*kicks, screams and pulls hair*
I took only 2 days to take over everything from the previous guy!!!!!!!! I dun see why Mr Lamer needs such a looooooong time to get used to things? He’s been doing this with me since end of June till now…why does he need so much more time for?
And if they didn't approve, why did no one inform me? HR said he was busy. WTF?Informing me of my last day is not part of his job?How difficult is it to drop me an email so I can plan things otherwise?Lame pple everywhere!
Am so blardey pissed right now I’m like a seething dragon. I’ve planned for a short holiday since. But u know what? I’m still going ahead with my plans.
They can piss off!
Labels: tupid things, work shite
Feeling good
Last night I did something mean to
Mr Lamer .
He’s been quite an asshole to me since
this and
this.
I’m not going to go into details…but most people around me whom I relate my experience to will cry the word-
sexual harassment.
But the silly lamer somehow “trusts” me for some reasons. He tells me his pay scale here, his next ridiculous asking pay for a new position. I’m in no position to judge but I think Mr Lamer really does see himself too highly in my opinion. He’s trying to ask for an increment of 2k from his current pay…sheesh…he thinks he’s some gem or something? He has the same number of exp as me, although a different module but did almost the same things as me. And he’s asking for a 2k increment? Hahahaha…he never fails to amuse me, in a bad way of course. So either he’s lying abt his current pay…or that people will not even bother to entertain his ridiculous demands…either way…I doubt he’s getting it.
So yesterday night, he called to tell me he’s got an interview with my ex-boss, to my ex-company.
I couldn’t let a jerk be around my old female colleagues so I decided to make a few phonecalls and made sure his true colours is seen before anything can happen.
I feel good today…. :)
Labels: happy, work shite
I must admit that growing up, I was an uber tv addict. I could watch tv while eating, while doing my homework…and even on the phone. These days…I could even use my laptop in front of the tv.
And when it comes to movie, I’m a self confessed movie junkie. Whether is it action, thriller, mystery or chick flick…I would never miss a hollywood blockbuster. Oh wait, I don’t watch horror movies anymore…not since the ring and the stupid Texas Chainsaw massacre I caught in Aussie. Now my new motto in catching a movie is…I will not spend money to scare myself shite!
So anyway since teen, catching a movie was almost an every weekend to-do. I would catch midnight shows or sneak previews. I collected all my movie tabs then, for memorial sake. Looking at the tabs make me remember who it was with and when. Although some of them faded with time (those printed using lousy ink), some thrown away by my mum…some…was lost when I shifted house.
I realized that I love the movies because it was some sort of escape for me…….I would be drawn into the plot and seemingly part of the story. I love the fact that for 2 hours, I don’t have to be me. I could be someone else….or simply…somewhere else…..
I’m the sort who’d get really engrossed and even cry when I feel for the characters or during a certain scene. I am not an
emo elmo for nothing yar.. ..
Anyway, the most recent movie I caught with OML was Transformers. I actually liked it and looked forward to watching it. I remember as a kid I used to watch their cartoons and play with the toys my cousins owned. I didn’t exactly grew up with girls per se….I grew up playing video games (tho I suck very much at it), watching wrestling, basketball…yes…basketball(it was quite a craze back then) and eventually soccer…
I still had my fair share of Barbie dolls and playing
masak masak though I still hang arnd a lot with my cousins doing stupid staffs…Luckily for OML…I didn’t grow up too
tomboy-ish or even ending up being a les…LOL.
Anyway Transformers brought lots of memories for me and I super duper love the show and I reckon I’m getting the DVD upon it’s release…I LUB OPTIMUS PRIME!*waves hands crazily in the air and scream*
*Ahem…recompose myself…*
Sorry, that was so bimbotic…couldn’t help it but I must admit that technology has really brought movie experience to a whole new level! Who would have thought back in the 80s when Transformers was only just a simple cartoon for kids that could evolve and come to life in the big screens!
Amazing what technology can do yar….
If my life were to ever be a movie…I wonder wat category would it be? Romance? Thriller? Mystery? Action? Chick Flick?
I’m thinking…..probably under foreign movie listing and showing only in those art house or something…because my life would have been too
komplicated for most people to understand…too foreign to them….LOL
Labels: farnie shite, thots
Did It!
Yes, I have done it.
I have tendered and simply waiting to get out.
But u know what, now that I have resigned, they decided to assign me to do some shitty jobs to clean up a project that is utterly messed up now....
I feel so "appreciated" even more...
I think I made the right choice about leaving I guess...counting down now...
Shite..I dunno how much leave have I left...gotta find out!
Labels: work shite
Respond
For some reasons I’m unable to post the replies to your comments so I decided perhaps I’ll respond here:
Just me: Thanks my dear…the only concern now I have is…what should I tell him?
Imp: Yes, the peepz in my social circles have heard about this company. I’ve done my research too…they ain’t bad, only smaller compared to my current company. Smaller in terms of size and revenue.
My MD did agree to help with my medical claims…although they haven’t been approved yet…
I’m very tempted by this offer…but I dunno if I should be frank to my MD, honestly, I doubt they will counter offer…they r v stingy people. LOL. But even if they did…I don’t know if I will accept either…
A_X:
1: I did some research…they just bought over another company…shldn’t be that bad right?
2. No..he is not a relative…haha..u’re right maybe I shouldn’t bother. But I always have problems “confronting” people who are nice to me…
3. Err…maybe like…they r too desperate? cannot find pple so come back and find me? Haha…I think too much perhaps? :p
Update:
Just been arrowed to conduct a training on a topic I had no experience on...amazing...OML says it's time to quit...cos they only appreciate me when they cannot find anyone else. Because not many people know this topic...they reckon I will be able to perform some miracle...sheesh...I am not a miracle performer...
Labels: work shite
Haiz
Y do I always land myself in such a situation where I loathe myself being a typical Libran who doesn't seem to be able to weigh her scales and make a decision?
I so hate myself being a typical Libran now....
To leave or not to leave..that's the question.
The offer has come back to haunt me. For some reasons they have such great interest in me and raised the offer.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! I find myself torn again!
Sigh..I feel really shitty abt this whole thing. My MD has indeed been nice to allow me to work from home since my BP. Shld I be an ingrate and throw the letter now?
But I need to go for projects now for more exposure...no more support! But they can't promise me anything! Honestly I loathe not only my work now, I loathe my co-worker and I dun exactly have a sense of belonging here.
Pros of leaving:
1.Higher pay
2.Immediate projects-potentially to japan and korea
3.More exposure
Cons:
1.Will be leaving a bigger firm to join a smaller firm
2.My MD will hate me
3.I dunno the real reason behind their incessant offer to hire me. I hope it's a positive one...but what is it's not?
Arrghs....I really feel shitty abt this whole deal...I only have one week to consider? Someone help me plsssssssssssssssssssssss!
Labels: thots, work shite
