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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Shittiest Day

Not sure if there's such a word as "shittiest",but heck!Read on and u'll understand.

Today, when I was 3 quarter away from the office, I realized that I had forgotten to bring my laptop.

The taxi fare which took me 3 way home n back cost me 50 over bucks!

When I arrived in office today, I was assigned 101 ridiculous things which the consultants themselves could easily haf completed.I have so much more important things to do yet everyone claimed theirs is more important!

I've been coughing for a week now and it's still not recovering. I'm almost losing my voice and my throat hurts with every cough.

I'm due to move this Saturday yet many things are not yet packed.

During lunch today, I hurt my toe and dropped my phone.

I really don't know how this day is going to improve....

*sigh*

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

Moving...

It's official...

I will be moving to my new house by end of the month.

It was quite a surprise because we were thinking of delaying till mid May or end May.

The reason?The buyer, who is now the owner of my house, refuse to let us stay any longer than end of this month. Not even if we paid rent.

The news slowly sank yesterday when my mum informed me. It seems that I wasn't that prepared. I mean, I do look forward to moving back to the east side and having condo facilities( I nvr dreamt that I would be able to stay in a condo), having a new room, moving closer to my frens etc...

But somehow I do have my misgivings.
1)Going out will not be that convenient anymore. It's 10 mins walk to the MRT station.
2)No shelter, which means I always have to carry an umbrella out now.
3)No late nights unless there's someone to send me home.(The walk home can be quite desserted.)
4)No more peace and quiet?My room is next to the second busiest expressway.

With the busy schedules of work and the pending tasks of moving...I think my coming week would be a total blur...

Until the next blog...I'll probably be blogging from my new place...heehee...
Assuming there's cable and network setup and all...

Till then....=)

Monday, April 17, 2006

Quick Post

This is going to be a quick post.

Just to update what's been going on...

Been MIA for awhile...

Easter break was great! I finally got to go on a shopping spree. I managed to get some great deals and got myself 2 shirt, 2 tops, 1 skirt and 1 jacket...heehee...It's been some time since I bought anything...hmmm...prob the new year?

I had wanted to blog abt it, but I din wanna look at any computer screen...unless I really had to.

Anyway I had a gd break!=)

This week is going to be bz bz bz...

Had planned to attend one of the screenings under the S'pore Intl' Film festival recommended by a fellow blogger...unfortunately...I have to work whole day Sat...

Sobz....

Friday, April 07, 2006

Indecisive

It’s been awhile since my last update….

To conclude, the last few weeks has been so terrible because
1)I was feeling all shitty about work
2)PMS came sup early

In other words, PMS + Shitty work = Cranky me

A lot of shit did happened the entire month of March. I’ve never felt so terrible before. I’m wondering if I should really do something before things get out of hand.

Today I received a call from Australia. A job agent called me up for a short chat and requested I bulk up my resume. He had hope to schedule an interview for me by next week and he hope that I can be in Aussie within six weeks if everything goes smoothly.

But then again, I prob shldn’t assume that I would be shortlisted so quickly right?

The reason I’m wavering….the project is still on-going. Go-live is on 1st July. I thought it wouldn’t be responsible if I were to leave mid-way. Moreover, I’m finally receiving my bonus for the first time after working for a year plus in June. I might even get an increment for all that matter. But if I’m expected to be in Aussie by May….I would have to give up all the above?

Indecisive has always been my forte, unfortunately…..*sigh*
I think too much!
Let’s just see if the interview would really go through…..
*keep your fingers crossed for me…*

Monday, April 03, 2006

Nothing

Lately my mood has been terrible. I couldn’t structure my thots at all and I haven’t been able to have a peaceful rest through the nights. I would have dreams that will transcend between reality and fantasy. My thoughts would be running everywhere and my body would not get its rightful rest.

Something is bothering me for sure but I do not know what it is. Is it family? Relationship? Or work? Perhaps it’s a mixture of everything…..

*sigh*

These can be signs of PMS, but PMS hardly lasts that long to be honest.

I probably need a shrink…

*sobz*