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Yesterday's Post

Internet was sooo coincidently down yesterday when I tried to post my blog...BUMMER!someone out there doesn't seem to like me very much.
Anywayz, this is yesterday's post...more to come...err..later..if I find time to blog! =)

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It’s been awhile….
Lately, work is really loading up as well as my work responsibilities.
I don’t know exactly if this is a good thing because I’m starting to doubt what my role is in my company.
I would love to think that its great, not a lot of major responsibilities and able to go back on time once in awhile and ultimately, at least I’ve got A job. Compared to a lot of others out there, I’m really lucky.
But the truth is, lately I’ve been seeing a lot of signs that my existence is pretty much to cater to those who need help. It’s like I’m taking over tasks that no one else want to do. It’s quite depressing seeing it at an angle, but maybe from within all these ad hoc whatever stuffs, I might be able to learn a skill or two and improve myself.
Eventually, I’ll take alllll these skills and find somewhere else that would truly appreciate me!
I’ve had a really bad period last week…probably because too many things were all happening at once and too many disappointments. I was quite wrecked and very demoralized!
I’m slowly recovering tho.
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Been having a lot of serious thoughts about life lately, wondering how best should you live your life…but I realized that YOUR is the key word to living life…you have the choice as to how you want your life to be like. No one can take that away nor can they dictate how you should live your life. It’s yours…Live it!
I know I’m not making a lot of sense here having jumbling all my thoughts into one dough. But the truth is, its hard to just sit here in a limited timeframe and hoping you can spill everything out in writings. Just like what I’m doing right now…there are times when I just can’t filter my thoughts out to best express myself…
Maybe I should get myself a PDA? Or pocket pc? hahaha…then I might be able to write down my thoughts in a proper manner. Expensive gadget there I know…I’ve never really fancied those techy stuffs…so..haha..dun bother!
I’ve been looking through my calendar, seems that my schedule is so tight all the way till Christmas. Bummer! I don’t even know if I can properly enjoy my birthday. It’s so near the project kick off…And the worse is, my aussie trip that I’ve been so looking forward to also have to be shelved till next year. Haizz…Well, on the bright side, I get more time to save up. =)
I’m really quite tired right now, my brain juiced are allllll drained. Been so occupied the whole day. Looking forward to knocking off now…I need to give my brain some rest before I’ll get another headache…
Yawnzz……

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 11:30 AM