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Piecing my thoughts

Another rainy day…..Crazy weather it is. If it keeps going on like this, I assure you I will be sick soon.
I’ve been trying to go through my thoughts all day, trying to really find out how exactly should I “express” myself.
R made an effort to bug me to reveal what exactly was bothering me.
Quote ”You never had problems expressing yourself?”
Hmm…I hesitated …and I reckon its most probably PMS that’s messing with me again…her usual monthly arrival. It is annoying and at the same time assuring…weird isn’t it?
WOMEN! Sheeshhh…
Well, after trying to calm myself a little I decided to actually try to structure things abit. Perhaps it’s easier to go from there?
Anyway let me try to piece out my thoughts…from…erhmm…Saturday!

Saturday-
Stupid GV! I’ve got 2 complimentary tickets from them as a form of apology because of some things that they did. And yes..they were SO KIND as to give me 2 complimentary tickets which arrived at my mail like 10 days after? Great customer service there huh? And that’s not all…The BLOODY tickets have so many clauses that in the end, I had to pay for my own movie instead!!!WTH!!! Complimentary tickets are meant to be complimentary, and compliments are meant to make you happy! And if you give someone some free complimentary tickets as a form of apology, you DON’T stick 101 restrictions to simply watch ONE SHOW!!!!!
IMPOSSIBLE!!!!
I was really fuming mad! Totally ridiculous! It’s says I can’t watch a movie before 5 on Saturday and I can watch movies with * on them, which incidentally cancelled out like 90% of the shows? WTH again? GV’s crap! Charge so much for a freaking movie ticket and yet can’t even give out proper complimentary tickets! #^*%^*&*^#^$^&%^%*^
It’s no wonder there’s movie piracy! Damn GV!!!!!!!

Rest of the week-
Well, the rest of the week was not too happening, just that my mum was sick and she started with abit of her usual tantrums again. I feel really upset when she does this, ignoring me and all that. As if I’ve done some preposterous thing again. It’s hard trying to please my parents while getting a life at the same time. It’s just impossible. It’s just so hard to try and please everyone! Sometimes I really do wonder what is it that makes my life so mono, so boring and so colourless. I’ve given some thought and yar…I realized that it is not that I don’t want to get a life and bring more colours to my current mundane life, it is because I simply have no time! Why? I’m too bz trying to make everyone happy. My parents, my bf, my bf’s parents and my work. Where was there enough room for myself? My friends? I’d have to sacrifice any one of the above…and the consequences? Nothing good!

It’s pathetic isn’t it! I finally found the root of my boring-ness! I’m trying too hard to please everyone that I’ve forgotten another important person…Myself!

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 5:31 PM