I’m really not sure what I am writing or blogging about anymore.
It’s like I’m just letting my fingers do the talking (not related to any yellow pages advert pls!)
But yar,,I’m serious, it’s like I’m just letting it go….so many things happening, so many emotions, so many thoughts but I hardly really know how to express it all….
The events aren’t exactly of any sort of chronological order…Just wateva that comes out of my head!
First up, we have a new girl, not really new..in the sense that she was the intern that I wrote about in one of my previous posts.
Anyway that lucky girl, she managed to secure a perm position with my company right after graduation. Well, maybe she’s lucky, but we cannot deny the connection between her dad and our company right? Envious…I never had such opportunity.
Anyway she’s one disappointing character…Attention seeker and absolutely spoilt. Should have guessed it long ago because all rich daddy’s girls are like that! It took me only like now to realize…haizz…I guess it really takes time to get to know someone huh?
She’s actually very much like one of my friend whom I used to think was my best friend….she’s like this honey bee, all sweet and cute…traveling from flower to flower, always making an effort to make everyone like her…but she can never be a true friend, one whom when you need, never is there for you…
And with the backing of all the senior mgmt around and her new-found rich boyfriend, well I guess inevitably you tend to throw your weight around? *sigh* Humans beings are too predictable! I thought she might be different, apparently I was wrong….again! Somehow I’m a really bad judgement of character? Or I simply fall prey to sweet honey bees….Muahaha..
Men will fall prey one by one…how can you blame me for falling too? This sounds abit lesby…but no..I’m straight! =D
Sometimes you really can’t help feeling envious…I mean all these people simply get everything and anything they want. It’s like they probably never really worry about not getting something or having to scrap and save for something that you really want. They simply get it…LIKE THAT! They never understand the feeling of hoping and wanting something but knowing its beyond reach…at least for now…
It’s like, which person do not enjoy indulging in luxury stuffs? I do not yearn for it…but if I could, the question is…y not? Of course, this is then the angel and devil issue again. It’s subjective… but let’s stop and think for a moment…Is this what you really really want? *shrugs*
Men is never satisfied is it? When you have one, you want 2,3 and more. It’s never enough. So when you have the money and the power to, will you stop and think of the poor kids down the road or some poor friend who could not even afford a puny pager while you always have the latest Nokia phone?
I’ve never really considered myself to be a spendthrift, in fact cultivated since young, I’ve always been taught that material things are superficial. Although I’d have to admit that like any young ignorant teen, I too had harbored for material, branded, expensive etc stuffs as well. But thanks to my parents, I was never given the opportunity to do so. With every item that I yearn for, I had to earn it. Either by scoring well, or…scrap and save for it. Nothing that I had was easily gained!
Now that I’ve started working, I’ve been nice to myself once in awhile, treating myself to some “treats” once awhile. Not any branded stuffs or anything, just simple things like clothes and shoes. I also spend selectively! *grins*
But the truth is, although I am stingy to myself, if I had some extra money, I’m never ever stingy to the ones I love… I would choose to spend on them then myself…It’s true…so..I’m hoping that someone can splurge on me? Muahahaha *big grin*
*beams* I do feel better after complaining!
Damn…my right arm hurts… thanks to the blardy fall last Sun, from my shoulders to my forearm and it is swelling slightly. I hope I did not fracture it. Hurts even when I’m typing man…if this pain does not subside weekend, I’m going to the doctor’s. Haiz…Bad week!
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