Will I recover?
It's been 3 and a half weeks since that dreadful discovery.Good thing is I've had quite abit of improvements since. But yet every morning I wake up and look myself in the mirror, I seem to find myself looking at a stranger. A stranger who looks alot like me yet it's not exactly me...
My lips is still looking weird. I still have a crooked smile...almost as if I've got cleft lip or something...and my eyebrow is still a lil off...
My dad commented something to me today...he said..."You face looks different..."
Sigh...how appropriate...I know he didn't mean it...but I guess he was a tad insensitive...he might as well call me a freak perhaps?
As much as I try to deny sometimes...I cannot help but feel that he is somehow right. I really dun look quite the same as before. I'm just worried that things might never improve...and I'm gonna be stucked like this for the rest of my life...
My right face still looks "lose". It's almost as if I've had botox on the left side of my face and not on my right.
It's depressing...I've tried thinking positively about this....but it still haunts me again and again....
I can't hide from the mirror forever...
Labels: emo, thots, work shite
Blabbered by KaiRiNu at
4:59 PM
3 comment(s):
hi dearie,
it WILL get better. don't worry...!!
feels like the time when i had my eczema - i know this is nothing compared to what you're going through now - but i was feeling pretty depressed at that time too. it's not exactly 'boys-inviting' when i have pus coming out of the reddish patches on my face.
BUT.. mine got better. and yours will too!! it takes time, no doubt. but it WILL get better! :)
*hugs*
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cherritan, at
7:56 AM
hey babe. i'm sure with a little more time, it'll be normal.
i hope no one is dumb enough to say that u look 'strange' to your face. only our closest and nearest can say that. coz we do need their honesty to let us know what they think.
i'm sure your dad means no harm. very blunt, but honest still.
but hey, you're getting better!
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Anonymous, at
11:53 AM
imp & just me:tks ladies for the support...I will hang in there...:)*hugs*
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Anonymous, at
10:10 AM
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