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Revelations

The environment here is really cold. Even the cleaners here aren’t what I call friendly….well…I don’t expect them to be all smiley cleaning toilets, but at least smile when someone greets u? well…maybe it’s just me huh?

I guess it’s been a huge change to my previous work place. You win some and you lose some…you hardly get a choice where u get the best of everything…that’s life I suppose.

Looking on the brighter side of things, this change allows me to be more emotionally independent. I get to choose where I go for lunch, what to eat, how long to eat and if I want to go shopping after etc etc. Unlike before, I then to rely more on others to make “my” decisions and simply follow suit. I get a different kind of independence here.

I know it is some contradiction because I have been on my own in Aussie for about 3.5 years. Theoretically I ought to be very independent. Well, I am. I can cook, clean, wash and take care of myself and someone else. Just that I find it hard to be having a meal alone in crowded places. I can eat alone at home…but I just found it difficult to be eating alone outside the comfort of my own home perhaps.

Yeah..you probably think I’m weird…but…heh…nobody’s perfect huh? =p

So looking at the brighter side of things…this new company has given me the opportunity to test my limits. Forces me to be more emotionally independent. The freedom to do whatever I want during lunch time…good practice for me....=)

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 12:18 PM