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Fate

Fate has somewhat a hand influencing my life sometimes. To a certain extend, I do believe in fate. Because I think fate is something that we can’t escape from. As much as we have the choice to choose, fate dictates the choices we’re given and the route we take, pending our choice.

My company has been actively recruiting lately. Seems that there are some projects in the pipeline. Anyway the weird thing is, this new guy, who came in last Thursday, came from the company that I’m going to join. And it seems that the next potential guy who’s coming to “replace” me, will also be coming from this company. It’s almost like an exchange program! Only there’s not turning back.

I can’t help but wondering if I’ve made a good choice in moving to this company. Seems that people can’t wait to leave that place? My boss and my HR did mention briefly if I’m prepared to travel with the new job, because that’s one of the primary reason why people are leaving over there.

I’m not going to lie….I do feel rather apprehensive about the whole idea. It’s silly because I am quite an independent person. I should be very used to traveling, having spent 3 and half years in Aussie studying. I’ve also traveled to Philippines for 3 months, flying to and fro every week last year. So why do I feel the apprehension? Is it the new environment? Different expectations? Leaving my comfort zone? I guess it’s a bit of all….

I need to clear my head again and tell myself that I’m still young, the exposure will do me good! If I don’t try now, I might leave to regret it. As long as I have the understanding and support of my loved ones….nothing is impossible?

*smiles* with fingers crossed

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 5:24 PM