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Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Waiting....

It’s been 3 days since my decision….

However my boss has coincidentally been on leave. I wonder if she knows….Anyway, she will be back tomorrow.

So…tomorrow is D-day!

I haven’t exactly rehearsed what I will be telling her tomorrow. I guess I’m leaving it to impromptu “performance”. Honestly, she’s been nice to me throughout my stay here, and I’ve learnt a lot since. It may seem that I’m ungrateful to leave now, but with my mentor’s jump to another company, my learning curve has been dropping since. My “new” mentor hasn’t been free enough to do a lot of things. I have been following up a lot on her admin stuffs and trying to do her job whilst doing mine, all because she claims to be very busy with other stuffs. I guess I got a little frustrated because I feel like a spare tyre ….I’m always the back-up of somebody. When will I ever get my own role and own responsibilities? That is why I really need to get out of this “confinement”.

I hope the pasture is greener in my new environment….but before that…it’s always the waiting game…I need to brace myself for tomorrow’s “impact”. It will be another sleepless night…I’m too much of a thinker…I know…

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