K for Komplexity...

I can sleep tonight...

Have had a really crazy week. Haven’t had a good night sleep for a long time.
I was troubled because of her apparently and very demoralized.

But a lot of things have since been sorted out now so I can only pray that things can carry on smoothly from now. Really…I can only pray…

Amidst all the project timelines and issues solving…I received a call from an ex colleague.

He’s just gotten a new job offer, a manager position in fact, from a global American company. He’s been tasked to recruit an internal pioneer team so he approached me to join him.

At this present juncture that I’m in…it’s a really tough decision. I had just joined this company not long. And although I had to face this shitty client, I felt happier compared to my previous company. But having worked well together before and having the boundless opportunities in this global company, I am tempted, very tempted to join him.

The only barrier? My conscience.

It’s always been a problem for me. I don’t want to leave purely because of the b****h as it speaks a lot about my ability to tackle problems or rather, lack of it. And I don’t want to leave whilst I am only here for barely 3 months. It reflects badly on my resume no? I am not a job hopper. And anyway I like it here so far, there is definitely potential.

Anyway after huge dilemmas and sleepless nights, I made that final decision. I am not gonna join my colleague. I know it’s a risk because I don’t know if I’ll ever get the golden opportunity to join a pioneer team for successive projects in an end user environment, but heck, life’s always full of risks yar?

Am I considered stupid? I leave it to your discretion…but u don’t have to tell me! LOL
Life goes on…I think I can sleep tonight….

Labels: thots, work shite

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 5:21 PM