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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Brain Dead -.-

Yup...my brain is officially dead now.Why? Cos after almost 3 weeks of intensive training for SAP, I'm starting to realise I'm not human. Y?Cos no human on earth can absorb 3 different SAP modules within a span of 3 weeks, which is not entirely dedicated to lectures but rather a overall, some demo and that's pretty much it.

The usual timeline to learn one SAP module is 5 weeks full-time including Saturdays. But for it, it has to end in 3 weeks, for 3 different modules. So do you think I am human?I'm starting to doubt....but I am really really overwhelmed by the amount of information that is being pushed to me. I know I have had some exposure to SAP, but it isn't like those who had like a few years of actual working experience. I only learnt mine through tutorials in Uni!!!!!

*Sigh* I feel really really stressed out right now..What if I cannot perform upon the expectations given to me?Will I be sacked?I can almost imagine the scenario now...Feeling so worn out and worried about my rice bowl...I should have just gone into teaching huh?*sigh...again*

I think I need some confidence booster drink or even some retail therapy perhaps?Yar..I wish...if I hadn't been so broke..Working life sucks man, you are suppose to be earning a monthly income yet you seem to get poorer and poorer as each day passes..I need to find a sugar daddy perhaps???Hahaha...anyone interested?Hahaha...I'm so going to be killed with this statement...but I feel really sianz right now...I NEED THERAPHY!!!!!!! =P

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