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Monday, January 17, 2005

Frustrations!!!!

Do you ever feel like the forces of nature are so against you? Honestly I haven't been having a great week recently due to a few personal issues. I woke up Sunday morning crying my eyes out not knowing what on earth I am crying about. Perhaps it's just another mood swing or perhaps it's PMS? But thinking back, it was definately not fun. I guess tear duct had to "relieve" itself because I had some issues in my relationship and some work related stress. Being a typical thinker myself, I found it hard to control my emotions sometimes and I often have the tendency to think too much. I know I know...it's me...No one's perfect huh?

Going back to why I felt the way I did on Sunday morning...
1)Fri night was a good nite..supposedly cos' I was to meet one of my best pals for his pre-bdae celebration. But I just had to suffer from my usual attacks of headache. However I still had a good time with my good pal.Just hope he did enjoy himself too! =)
2)Anyway, my dearest bf had to make it worse by "picking" a fight together...Friday was clearly not a good day...AT ALL!
3)Saturday morning din sleep well and woke up real early due to the aftermath of the whole quarrel thingy..It wasn't exactly resolved and I usually dun sleep well at all when things like that happen...Yes...I think too much!
4)Although things were being discussed a little...I still din exactly felt that everything was gone...I still felt a "prick" somehow..Just not exactly sure what it is..So it was "hangover" to Sunday.
5)Sunday was suppose to be a nice relaxing day...Wasn't too drama but I still din feel happy about how things were going...I saw a top that I like somewhere in TM..but din went in to check it out cos I was still a lil upset.Abit regretting now..but..sigh..it's me!

Perhaps to many people out there, all these issues seemed peanuts compared to what's happening to the world right now with the tsunamis etc etc. I dun mean to complain, it's just that I'm such a emotional bag that I just can't help it sometimes. Forgive me if you that I'm being childish and ignorant..Nobody's perfect.

And anyway to add things up...
1)I forgot my handphone this morning
2)Rushed back to get it and missed the train this morning
3)Followed by having to wait a longer time for the buses
4) But when they arrive, typical kiasu commuters just shoved and pushed until I couldn't get onto the bus when it was full....

Sigh...Morale of the story today...Let me complain!!!!!

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