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TGIF....Again!

Gloomy Friday. Not exactly a good way to start the weekend. Was so tempted to just stay in bed today…..
This entire week has been busy busy busy.

Luckily for me, I’m having some girly meeting with my gal pals later. Been so long since I last saw them. Miss them so much, the silly old bunch(C, M and X). Teehee..! I’ll be getting my…. errr…not so frequent dose of girl power later! Yippeeee…..!!!!!!!

These bunch of gers have been really great friends since JC. I really missed those times we had as a class. After I left for Aussie, M still tried to keep in touch with me and even send me birthday cards and gifts for my 21st birthday. I never told them that but I teared when I got the messages and the gift. It’s really nice to know that pple still cares for you when u r miles away…

Ever since I went to Aussie, many frens somehow forgotten about me. Never even bothered to write me emails and stuff. Another great guy pal was D, he was another one fren that I will always cherish. It is only in times like this you really find out who your true frens are u noe…It’s never too late to realize that tho! =)
Anyway since I’m back we’ve been trying to meet up more often and start bitching about our boyfriends, work, life and sometimes even each other….Muahahahaha. Just our way of updating and showering our care and concern…Hee…. It’s really nice…Teehee... Lets you just forget the unhappy stuffs for the time being and just be a ger again…Heehee..

Been so long since we met up, because I was flying in and out Singapore and that our schedules have been getting more and more impossible to compromise. So finally, we made it today! Yay…however said, our dear X might still be MIA, her usual stunt, but hopefully she can turn up on the pretext of gifts from Phil. LOL!
Well, I’m really looking forward for a joint of bitching and relaxation, been so busy whole morning till my headache is back again. Sigh…been having headaches one and off so frequently now. I’ve always thot I might have tumour or something…interesting conversation I had with D on this topic:

D says: u recover liao anot...4gt to ask
Me says: ok lar
Me says: but lately keep getting on off headaches..
Me says: damn sianz
D says: too stress ah u
Me says: dunno wat is happening la
Me says: tumour perhaps
D says: ...
D says: dats y i say u muz go c specialsit..
Me says: dun wan
Me says: i juz wanna live n die
Me says: if i need to die den i nd to die..
Me says: but i'd rather not noe now
D says: u wun die lah...
D says: juz dat noe earli n get treatment
Me says: haha
Me says: suffering la
Me says: no pt
D says: tsk tsk
D says: u ah..haiz..
Me says: :D
D says: u bear to leave so many ppl behind meh
Me says: no choice wat
Me says: life sometimes haf v limited choices..
Me says: wld u rather i live n c me suffer?
D says: e ting iz u wun suffer dat much if u seek diagonisis earli
Me says: aiyah..
Me says: dun care la
D says: ...
Me says: heee

So….moral of the story, I’d prefer to live my life…if I do have a tumour in my head, I’d rather not know and just collapse one day and die. Rather than knowing it and going through shit but still ended up dying…Logical? I don’t care…It’s just me. =p

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 3:38 PM