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Random rants

I meant to update my blog for the past few days. But I was really so stressed out and so packed up with work I didn’t even had time to blog.

I was sick throughout the entire last week! It was pure agony trying to sit through BW training with a running nose that simply won’t stop and a fever that comes and goes pretty much as it wishes. It was really difficult and yet because of the training, I couldn’t afford to skip a day off work to rest. It was really suck a bummer! Work really sucks to this point! Luckily I pulled it through and managed to recover through the weekend!

I’ve since discovered how important rest was, especially when you are sick!
BW training was difficult because firstly, as far as I don’t wish to be mean, my colleague/trainer pretty much couldn’t make it to the bar as a trainer. He was too fast, very little explanation and simply doesn’t have too much patience to make a trainer or not even to say a mentor.

This wasn’t exactly the first time I sat through his training, the first time round was my first 2 weeks here and I was totally lost the entire time! And I thought it was because I was such a noob then that I couldn’t really catch what he was trying to teach. It was a lot of bits and pieces really!

But now, having been here like 9 mths or so, I thought it would be better. But alas! I couldn’t catch him again. Everything was in bits and pieces running everywhere!

Sigh.

Sometimes I wonder why is my company so cheap skate! An actual BW training spans over 2 weeks, and even 2 weeks is not necessarily enough. But now, my company wants to cram everything to only 4 days!!! Yup, you’ve read me right. 4 freaking days!!! We probably are gifted geniuses to them!!!! And yet...people like me are like paid peanuts…oops…no wait..peanuts doesn’t sound right here…a peanut’s worth 60K now…I’d be extremely happy if I were to be paid just 1 peanut! Muahahahahaha….

Ahem! I should rephrase….people like me who are paid…say…corn! Yes…CORN! Yup…new term..paid corn and you get chickens?????Hahahahaha…corny huh???Kekekekeke…hahahahaha…I’m lame! Can’t help it, I need to lighten myself for Mondays.

Mondays…I do dread them now…..=(

I was going to blog Sunday actually, but I didn’t manage to because I just didn’t have the mood nor the energy.
I suppose I had a good rest nonetheless…..I hope….. at least it will keep me going for another week?

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Lunch hour is over. I normally look forward to this period because it means that half working day is gone! Which is good because it means I have got another 4 more hours before I head home. Yippeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Tomorrow is my daddy’s birthday! I got him a tv set during the weekend! He’s been hunting one for awhile ever since the previous one kinda “exploded” on him…and that tv was supposedly mine…lol…after the one in his room went haywire. I hope he likes his new tv set! =)

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Crap! I’m being assigned to do crap ass job again. All those tedious, meticulous, eye wearing jobs…It’s always me!
Why? Because I’m the noobest arnd and paid corns! So why not make full use of her! Anything that you find tedious and tiring to do…my name will always automatically pop out!

How nice to remember me this way…

Sometimes why I’m being exploited this way. Is it cos I’m too nice and accepts any shit that comes my way with a smile? Maybe I should start being mean for once. But you know what…that’s the BEAST of it all! I can’t refuse anything that comes my way….Because…I will stress again…I’m the noobest around and I’m suppose to do anything that I’m being asked to! Yes…you’ve heard me right…I have got NO, zero, zilch, nothing, zip, zot, none, naught options at all!!!!!

And I’m blardy sick of all these shit!!!!!! *wails loudly*

I don’t want to be a noob anymore, I want to learn more in the least amount of time and stop all these exploitation shit! I’ve so had enuff to the brim!
But in order to learn more, I need more cash to go for courses, how so should I do it?
And I think I’ve only got 5 options:
1) Take up another part time
2) Simply throw in all my money now
3) Find a sponser
4) Find a sugar daddy
5) None of the above and continue to all shit!

Sigh…I think all the 4 options are rather out of reach considering I have no extra time for part time, all my cash add up is still not enough for the blardy SAP full course. Finding a sponser? I doubt even my parents can help now. Sugar daddy? I simply have no life now…where got opportunity to find a suitable sugar daddy? So you see….5 is my only option…. *sobz*

What better ways to start track your career….motivating oneself to move out of one pile of shit, but maybe to reach to another pile of shit?

Bummer!

Life’s never a breeze!

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 5:16 PM