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Monday?

I’ve not exactly been dreading Monday for quite awhile already. For some reasons, the dreading feeling is creeping back undoubtedly.

I’m not exactly sure why but I felt it’s probably I’ve lost the zest in my work for now. Because like I’ve always been ranting about, I feel extremely exploited now because of all the various work that has been assigned to me which falls out of my job scope.

I know I have been complaining and ranting non stop about these issues. I simply can’t help it because I’m really really sick of all these shit! Why? Why does the working world have to suck so much? I don’t mind having more responsibilities to my work but I was hoping that with my eagerness to learn and the right attitude, I would get more recognition. But no…..I’d always get the shit that no one wants to do. Never mind if no one wants to do, if I can learn something from it, I actually don’t mind. But the fact is that the more shit that is thrown to me, the more my work deviates from my prior designated job scope. *look of defeat with a tad of dejection*

With all that on my mind, I really can’t help but feel the dreaded feeling every Monday since. I didn’t use to feel that way really. In fact, I felt happy with the fact that I was in the line that I always wanted to be and doing things that I feel could go far…until now. I realized that all the promises and inspiring words were nothing but fake! Now that I am bonded, they treat u like nothing! Because they know you are stucked and no where to run! Irony isn’t it? It’s a realistic world isn’t it? *haiz*

Is it really so hard to make a decent living in Singapore and still be happy?

I hate being me right now! Somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*plays Smallville’s theme song…..*

muahahahahahahahahaha…..I’m mad!!!!!!!!!

I hope your Monday is going better than mine!Bummer!

Blabbered by KaiRiNu at 11:05 AM