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Monday, December 19, 2005

Just Blar....

Hmm….

It’s Monday again today. And soon, the year will end and a whole new year begins.
It’s frustrating to know now that I’m getting older n older each year. I remember how when I was a lot younger, I wished time will fly and I’ll be adult soon. The irony now is that since I’ve reached my destination- adulthood, yet I’m wishing time will slow down and let me stay my age.

Not that I’m very old now, but I am getting older…I just didn’t like the ‘older’ part. Hmmm….human beings are never contented huh? Always wishing for things u can’t have, and even if u do get it at any point of your life, u probably wish for something else again. It’s a vicious cycle!

Last week really whizzed past in a flash. I had actually lots to blog about but somehow they just didn’t came out right…..I had a lot of revelations about life too. About how I’m living them right now and how I should have lived them. I’m not usually the kind of person who usually regrets about things of the past, but I must admit though that I had my fair share of regrets previously. It was only until a certain point of my life that I decided that enuff was enuff. If I had to live my life always regretting about things that happened, what kind of life would I be living? So I made the best efforts to make sure I don’t regret things anymore…..well, maybe not perfect ( I still make silly decisions sometimes) but I know I made efforts. That somehow explains why I think too much at times too. Typical librans, they usually find it hard to make decisions, but once they do, they are very firm on it.

Perhaps when I have more time, I shall blog about the revelations I had about life…..

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