Rainy Monday....
It is another rainy day again today…The weather’s been really really crazy, so hot for the past month and then now it’s raining like cats and dogs every now and then. Y can’t there be a balance of things?
*sigh*
Well, lately I haven’t got too much of a mood to blog actually. Somewhat lazy and somewhat tired. Somehow the “words” in my mind isn’t coming right correctly, otherwise, they simply seemed stuck in my mind and just refuse to come out of whatsoever…Sickening is the right word to describe...
Anyway, it’s another Monday. Feeling the blues alright and feeling exploited again…as usual. Was asked to do some data analysis and formatting of the slides for our recent survey. %$*%(&^*)&(*) Y do I always get jobs like that? I think I have the word “administrative duties” on my head or “chapalang staff”. In other words, whatever things that other people think is too troublesome, too trivial or they are just simply too lazy to do…they find ME to do it. How convenient huh?
*sigh*....
I’m just so frustrated right now with everything that’s happening that I feel like I’m bursting you know. It’s so darn frustrating to know that everything you feel that you can hold on to or want to hold on to seems to be falling alllllll apart. I think I might need some sort of therapy soon…
I hate the feeling of feeling loss and helpless…perhaps I am some sort of control freak…but I do like to know that I know what is going on….well at least understand why things are happening the way they are…*sigh* perhaps it’s something that I need to think about. Hopefully I’ll be able to tied through this period….Somehow I just feel very tired…tired of the way things are going for me…And the feeling of loneliness...even though there's pple surrounding you...u feel as if no ones understands you nor comprehend the words that are coming out from you.....
It’s still raining, perhaps I should take a stroll in the rain to clear my mind…maybe it can wake me up a lil…
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5:14 PM
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